MvM's World, Entry #24 - Starting Anew......

Welcome to my first cross-website blog. This blog/note is now being posted on my website (mvmsworld.blogspot.com) as well as on Facebook. This is going to bring more readers, and make the comment system so much better and easier to use. :)

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Wow has this been an interesting week so far. New friends, old friends, and what appears to be some pretty life changing moments.


First off Monday was awesome, though with a slight poor judgement moment at the end of it. Monday nights are my weekly 9 Ball pool league with the team, and I love playing (though my skills need to improve). What was even better was that my buddy Jason came to hang out, as well as my other buddy Jason. Confused? lol....... My friend Jason D. lives in Detroit, and normally I only see him once a year. He was in town though and hung out with us. We had a blast! And we also had alot to drink. Being a beer drinker is one thing, but when the shots started coming, I knew I was gonna be in deep doo doo. The night was fun though, but by the end I was very drunk.....and should not have driven home. I know this now, and believe me I got the riot act for it from people.  I will NOT make that mistake again. I will go out and have fun, but be more responsible about my actions. :)

Yesterday, I ended up reconnecting with my cousin and chatted with her on FB. It was really nice, and in the effort to help me meet new people and make new friends, she introduced me to a friend of hers on FB as well. We chatted, and things went well, and may chat again soon here. :)

I am also in the starting stages of really trying to get some old fun things back on track, and that starts with hosting game nights again. Getting all friends together to drink hang out, and play Rock Band till our fingers go numb! Don't worry that never happens........lol

I am really looking forward to Saturday now. I have Alex, and will be taking him and I to the company picnic my Job is hosting. Food, games, amusement all on location at the job site. Should be a ton of fun! Then later that evening, we are heading to Don's house for fun with the kids, going to the park, hanging out and maybe a bonfire. Alex is super excited, he has been asking me when we can go to a bonfire. He loves them! I hope he doesn't turn into a pyro.......lol

Finally, I may be taking a break from work for a week. I put in for vacation time and hopefully will be off all next week. Doing absolutely nothing at all. I need a break from this place, and need some time to spend alone, and with friends, and just relax. I have earned it and deserve it! lol

Things have been super hard the last few days, and my emotions have been all over the place. Like I have fucking PMS or something lol. But it is getting better and I am just letting it all out of my system. Little by little. And slowly will have my life back on track. I know from what I have learned and seen, that there are things I need and don't need in my life. I am more wise to seeing these things now before they happen. I am going to be in control of my destiny, and will not let others dictate how things are going to go. LOL......... I said dick.....tate.......lol

Ok, well I am gonna get going for now, but thanks for reading my blog and talk to you guys soon!

- Rob / MvM

MvM's World, Entry #11 - This Is So Damn Painful......

I broke a tooth the other day, and called my dentist to make an appointment. All seemed well........

...... until I woke up at 3am this morning with my broken tooth now becoming a huge infection. Not going to make it until the 21st for my appointment, so I am hoping they can see me today and give me some antibiotics for the infection and something for the pain.

Then on the 21st I will be set for the tooth pull. I hate going to the dentist. I hate it so damn much.........

- MvM

MvM's World, Entry #4 - A Few Site Changes......

I took the liberty of removing a TON of old music video blogs (that wiped half the post count out lol), and have redone the layout, and created a new banner at the top.

I am also messing with the new video bar at the top of the page as well, to see how it works. Right now it displays random Macho Man, Katy Perry, =3, Britney Spears, and Angry Video Game Nerd video's.

My site is not dead. It was just on vacation for awhile. And eventually it will gain momentum again, and get visitors and comments.

Until then I will just keep on blogging.

Night all! :)

- MvM

MvM's World, Entry #3 - Dad's Back In The Hospital

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Dad is coming home tonight, and once again the wonderful doctors don't know what's wrong (sarcasm). I hope they can figure this out eventually......  They said it was another attack brought on by his Fibromyalgia. That's what they said last time. Its just frustrating.

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My dad is back in the hospital again for the 3rd time in a month and a half...... more heart problems. Please keep him in your thoughts and prayers......

I will let you know more when I find out myself here in a little while........

- MvM

MvM's World, Entry #1 - A New Start...........

I feel as though once again, my life is about to start changing again. I have hit absolute rock bottom. Sometimes things have to get so bad before they can get better.

Broken marriages, broken relationships, broken friendships, and broken trusts. These are all things my life has now become filled with. Lies, deception,  and a heart that still wants to love, but it needs to love me first. Right now I do not love myself and who I have become.


I am full of anger and regret for those I have hurt, and left in my path of destruction. I chose a path in my life that was most certainly not a good one, and now I have to pick up the broken pieces of my life and start over on the right path.

I have sinned, and lied, and now I pray to god for forgiveness. I am now learning to let the lord into my life, and this is a very slow process, but a necessary one.

I want to earn the trust of my friends back somehow and ultimately their forgiveness. I don't feel I deserve anything now at this point, but I do want to make an honest man of myself and put things right with me, my family, my friends, and the good lord. Only he knows the pain I have caused myself and others, and I am putting this in his hands now.

I love you all my friends.

As a reflection of my big change, I will be deleting alot of old posts and blogs (as well as the comments attatched to them) from MvM's World. I need to put alot behind me, and this place is an extension of me, and who I am going to become.

I will be writing again soon.

God Bless........

- MvM